Friday, September 16, 2005

I can finally tell this story!

Last year, after a scare that my undergrad school, William Tyndale College in Farmington Hills, Michigan, would close, I discovered that I could finish my degree with three classes that I needed. They were all on a Monday and they were all three-hour classes back to back to back. That would be nine hours straight of classes on a Monday. It was a tough order but I knew I could do it. At the time, I worked at a credit union Monday through Friday during the day. I approached them with my opportunity and, to make a long story short, they were unable to grant me a half a day off during the week for a few months in order for me to finish my degree. After much thought and prayer, I decided that my best bet would be to search for a job in retail since they would offer the most flexible schedule. After submitting my resume in several places, I got a call from Target. After several interviews, I was offered a position making $2 more on the hour with a schedule that would allow me to finish school and at a store that was only ten minutes from my home in comparison to a 45 minute drive with the credit union. I thought it was a no-brainer and I accepted the position readily.
My official title was “Housewares and Domestics Team Leader.” There was Lie #1. I never had a team and I never lead anything. I was told that I would be running the housewares and domestics department like a small store. I would be responsible for almost all aspects of the departments. Lie #2: Although I was “responsible” for those departments, I had very little control over anything that occurred . Most of the time, I worked in other areas of the store that were not even part of my job description, all under the guise of “teamwork.” When I finally questioned what was going on, I was chastised like a child. The ETL (Executive Team Leader) of Team Relations, which is a fancy term for a Human Resources Supervisor denied she ever told me that job description which was yet another lie. However, I hung in there and the job allowed me to finish my schooling and graduate this past January with my Bachelor of Arts degree in Christian Thought. It turns out that I had made a correct decision to do what I did because that semester was the last semester that Tyndale remained open and I was part of very last graduating class. At the time of my graduation, I had just made the decision for sure that I wanted to pursue a Masters Degree and it took a few months for me to settle on Ashland. During this time, I struggled in my position because it was not what I had signed for. Although I had very little control over what happened in the department, I was always given the blame for anything that went wrong.
My biggest pick with Target was always payroll. Target stores are categorized from A-D with A being the highest volume store and D being the lowest. The Monroe, Michigan store that I was employed at was categorized as a D store, ultra-low volume, and Target does not even open up D stores any more. Apparently, whatever formula that was used for payroll to tally up the number of hours needed always left us short-handed. So basically, I was given responsibilities to do in the store that were never part of my original job description, required to carry out those responsibilities and to be held accountable for them while also being held responsible and accountable to the departmental needs of my own departments. I was rarely given time to work on my own departments and I was never, and I do mean never, given team members to help me with those responsibilities. Even though I was a “Team Leader,” I never had one person that answered directly to me. In other words, I never had a team. Most days, particularly during the week, there were no sales floor team members on the sales floor, only team leaders. Many, many chiefs, but never enough Indians. And there was never, ever enough people to get the store where it needed to be.
Now, on March 12th, I was involved in a very serious car accident in which I broke my ankle and I had to take a six-week leave of absence. Just a couple of weeks before, I decided to quit fighting the system. If Target wanted me to be a “yes man” in order to keep my job then I would do just that. Everyday that I went in, I went straight to the LOD (Leader on Duty) and asked them what they wanted me to do. I was always given a list of things and I always did them all. Just two or three days before the accident, I was called into the office by the STL (Store Team Leader) and was praised for my new attitude and performance. As I left the meeting, I remember thinking how ironic and stupid this situation was. Three days later, I was in the accident and six weeks later, I was back to work. Three days after I returned, I was written up for poor job performance. My first question was, “How could I be written up for poor job performance when I wasn’t even here to perform?” The answer: “Well, this was going to happen before the accident, but we did not get to it in time.” My next question: “Why was I called into the office just three days before the accident and praised for my new attitude and performance?” The answer: “Well, those were dealing with certain issues that you had shown improvement in and not all of them.” In a nutshell, I had failed to meet Target’s expectations even though I was told that I was.
At that moment, I decided that I would not go quietly and I certainly did not. I stood up for myself and my performance every chance I could. I did my job the way that it should have been done and not always the way Target wanted me to. I did all of this while still trying to appease everyone that I could. But I was never silent on things I saw that should have improved and I beat that drum until I left.
Now, when I left the credit union, the team was very gracious and chipped in and bought a card and movie tickets for me and my wife. It was a small gesture, but certainly a very much appreciated one. But yesterday, I only had one Senior Team Leader wish me good luck. My own boss never even told me goodbye. And when I finished the project that I was on fifteen minutes before the end of my shift and asked the LOD what I was supposed to do, I was told, and I quote, “Well we’re sure as hell not going to pay for you sit around. Clock out and go home.” My response: “Well goodbye to you, too Melissa.” Yes, her name was Melissa and she is the only Senior Team Leader on the sales floor. She works over in softlines in the Monroe, Michigan store. If you’d like, be sure to look her up and tell her how I feel. Believe me, my response was much more reserved than what I wanted to say. My wife even commented that it surprised her that it didn’t say more. I clocked out and went home and nobody even noticed.
Needless to say, I won’t be shopping at Target unless I have to. From now on, I’m a Walmart man.
So I’m sitting here in a Holiday Inn Express playing the “if I were a wireless network, where would I be?” game. Well, I found a network. But I can’t get on it because it requires a code that I am assuming is only issued to guests. Oh well. The wireless revolution hasn’t quite hit us all the way yet. Someday soon though, a person will be able to log on anywhere in the country. Verizon is already trying it and it won’t be long before others jump on the bandwagon and let us in. Until now, and until I figure out the future for my ISP needs, I’m stuck at Panera Breads and coffee shops and maybe even libraries until I can sit once again in the comfort of my home and surf the internet.
Speaking of comfort, the reason that I’m here is because a local transmission shop is looking at my truck. I’m a little scared to hear the diagnosis, but it needs to be fixed and we actually have the money to fix it…hopefully. I’m pretty tired after waking up at 6:30 to make sure I was at the place when it opened so I can hopefully get it around lunchtime and get to Ashland. Then I walked half a mile to a Big Boy where I had breakfast and coffee. Now I’m sitting here hoping the place calls soon because I’m bored and tired and have no place to go until it’s fixed.
It’s been an interesting few weeks for me. Two weeks ago, my wife and I moved our belongings to our new apartment in Ashland, Ohio where I will be attending Ashland Theological Seminary to earn my Masters of Divinity Degree. We returned back to Carleton to stay with some friends so I can work out my work notice. Last week, we went back and unpacked boxes and made the place livable. My last day at Target was yesterday and as soon as my truck is fixed, I’m heading to Ashland. My wife will follow this evening. Tonight we will stay at the apartment and tomorrow we will travel to my in-laws in Massillon, where we will spend some time with my brother-in-law before he leaves Sunday for his first year at Ohio State. Kandice will travel back to Michigan on Sunday morning to be here for a baby shower and she will remain in Michigan during the week until she finds a new job in the Ashland/Mansfield, Ohio area. She will be back down next weekend to attend a seminary picnic on Saturday the 24th that will follow orientation. The next weekend is still undecided as to who will be going where but classes for me start on Monday October 3rd.
There’s an update for now. More to come later.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Here is a story that I recently shared with one of groups online that I belong to:

My parents used to own a cleaning business (They were not janitors, they were sanitation engineers, thank you very much). The side business blossomed and very shortly my parents landed a job cleaning a local Southern Baptist Church. Every Saturday morning, I would wake up at the crack of dawn and go with my parents to this church where they would start cleaning and I would catch up on my Saturday morning cartoons until I was old enough and awake enough to help out. Before we got to the church, we would always go to Hardees for breakfast. Every Saturday morning, and I do mean every Saturday morning, a man would also show up for breakfast. He went by the name "Happy." To this day, I don't know his real name. He would come in every Saturday morning and greet everyone. Those he knew, he would chat with a bit. To those he did not know, he would introduce himself and then quickly excuse himself. He never was overbearing or pretentious, just a genuinely nice guy. Here's the thing: Happy was a nickname given to him. The man was so happy that he actually got a nickname for it! Happy even began attending my home church for awhile, but he never joined. Even then, before he even walked down the aisle to take his seat in the pew, everyone knew him as Happy. If someone ever had the courage to ask Happy why he was so happy, Happy was always very quick to tell you the difference that Jesus had made in his life.

One sad day, my Dad picked up the newspaper and brought to our attention that Happy had passed away. Although none of my family knew him very well since he had just started attending our church, and I think that this was the first time that my parents actually knew his real name since it was printed next to his picture in the obituary, we decided to attend the funeral. I was very young, only seven-years old or so, but I will never forget this funeral. It was the closest thing to a party that I had ever witnessed at a funeral. I will never forget my Dad saying that this was not a funeral, this was a "home going."

To this day, if I ever eat at a Hardees (and that is rare since they are no longer in Michigan), I always think about Happy and his smile and his eagerness to tell others why he had got his nickname. To this day, I don't think I have ever met a man quite so happy.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Dear Sisters and Brothers,

It is always easy to play Monday morning quarterback. That's my favorite
position in my favorite sport, because I always win, and the other team
always loses. Disasters like Hurricane Katrina beckon us to join in the
fray. I've heard New Orleans Mayor C. Ray Nagin blamed, Louisiana Governor
Kathleen Babineaux Blanco blamed, and President George W. Bush blamed. Do
they have blame? Sure. Only the Lord Jesus was perfect; except for him, no
other human ever acts without the influence of sin, even when we truly
believe that we are acting completely selflessly, solely for the glory of
God and the good of others.

The rest of humankind is not only fallen, we are finite. We make stupid
judgment calls, especially under pressure. It took me almost one full
minute to remember the last four digits of my home telephone number this
past week when I was filling out a Red Cross volunteer form. On Friday, I
couldn't remember where I put my keys and searched our house for fifteen
minutes before giving up, only to find them sitting on my desk at work -- we
used my wife's keys to unlock the doors. Those little physiological things
illustrate that the brain is simply another organ of the body, subject to
sensory and emotional overload and fatigue, an organ that cannot operate
very long without renewal. In spite of the power of the will to choose to
act, there are limitations on our system, limitations that keep us from
functioning the way that we may choose. The President, Louisiana's governor
and New Orleans' mayor are not really any different from you or me. They,
too, need to eat regularly and go to the bathroom, and they need to get
enough sleep, or they will simply go nuts.

I am thankful for God's gift of civil government. The temporary loss of it
within a major urban area this past week demonstrates the truth that God has
ordained civil government for our good, and "there is no authority except
that which God has established. The authorities that exist have been
established by God." (Romans 13:2.) Civil government is "God's servant to
do you good." (Romans 13:4.) It has been "sent by him to punish those who do
wrong and to commend those who do right." (1 Peter 2:14.) Yet government
does not have the ability to solve all our problems.

First of all, the American system of government is inefficient, deliberately
so: our founders feared centralization of power and created a form of
Constitutionally limited, representative government with basic liberties
reserved to individuals and the states. Nowhere is power concentrated in
one political body. At the federal level, we have three branches of
government: legislative, executive and judicial, and they are often at odds
with each other. Furthermore, Federal authority is strictly limited and
balanced with state authority, while state authority is limited and balanced
with local authority. The American system wasn't designed to be a
dictatorship, so it isn't as efficient as some people might want it to be in
times of great crisis. I have heard it said that Benito Mussolini made
Italy's trains run on time, but he did that by shooting inefficient people.
Is this true? I don't know -- I wasn't there. But one thing I know: I
don't want to live under a President Mussolini, a Governor Mussolini or a
Mayor Mussolini. And the framers of the U.S. Constitution wrote the
document the way they did because they didn't want to live under a Mussolini
either.

Furthermore, government is limited in its ability and subject to the sinful
choices of fallen people. In the modern West, many people have the tendency
to view government in an almost God like way, as if government can keep us
from disaster and provide a safety net that is able to keep everybody from
dropping through. But government is limited. It doesn't have the ability
to spend money on and on without dire consequences. It doesn't have the
ability to correct every problem at home or abroad. If we put money and
people in one place, we won't have money and people to put in other places.
That is simply how it is.

As a citizen of Louisiana, I am grateful for all of the help, public and
private, that is flowing into our state. And I am grateful for the good
sense that our President used in putting an African-American, Louisiana
native in charge of the whole three state project: Lt. Gen. Russell Honore,
born and raised near Baton Rouge and a graduate of Southern University, a
great Black institution. I thank God for General Honore, because "The
Reverend" (I hate that damned title and never use it.) Jesse Jackson was
here in Alexandria, Louisiana, over the weekend, grandstanding and playing
the race card. The last thing we need is a racist demagogue, exploiting
this tragedy by further polarizing the races. From such may the good Lord
deliver us.

Amen,
Bob

"Why do you say that you are righteous by faith only? Not that I am
acceptable to God on account of the worthiness of my faith, but because only
the satisfaction, righteousness and holiness of Christ is my righteousness
before God; and I can receive the same and make it my own in no other way
than by faith only." (The Heidelberg Catechism, Lord's Day 23, # 61.)

Robert Benn Vincent, Sr.
Grace Presbyterian Church
4900 Jackson Street
Alexandria, Louisiana 71303-2509

Tutissimum Refugium Sanguinis Christi
80 Hickory Hill Drive
Boyce, Louisiana 71409-8784

318.445.7271 church
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This is a post from a man that I not only count as a friend, even though I have never met him, but a man that I have a great deal of respect for. Bob Vincent is a pastor in Alexandria, Louisiana and has helped some refugees from New Orleans as has even driven a bus to the city to pick up some directly. Here are some of his thoughts regarding Katrina's aftermath:

Dear Sisters and Brothers,

How should we respond to a harsh providence like Katrina? We focus on
Romans 8:28. "And we know that in all things God works for the good of
those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."

1. Bad things really do happen.

When we ponder my favorite verse in the Bible, Romans 8:28, we need to keep
in mind that it does not teach that everything that happens is good.

This past week was full of the sights and sounds of suffering . . . and the
smells. After an earlier trip transporting elderly folk from Baton Rouge to
Lafayette, my wife and I went in a convoy to the Superdome to take people to
the New Orleans airport temporary triage unit. One of our people was a
woman who was completely out of her mind. A man on our van told us that she
had entered the Superdome with five children, and now she had none. What
happened? He had no idea. He only said that he had seen things he didn't
want to talk about, didn't want to think about. Yes, there were gang rapes.
Young men beat old people in wheelchairs to steal their meager belongings.
There were rotting corpses. The stench . . .

So much that happens to us is bad . . . really bad. There is nothing good
about death or the things that lead to death. I was with my father for the
last twelve hours of his life. I listened to him gasp for breath for two
hours, literally drowning in fluid, gurgling with the death rattle. That's
not good. That's terrible. I'll never forget the sights, sounds and smells
of his death, or that of my mother or mother-in-law -- of scores of other
people.

I've sat with literally hundreds of people who've had their lives torn apart
by some sexual sin, seen the response of dozens of folk as they discovered
for the first time that their spouse had been unfaithful to them. Adultery
is not good. It's vile and brings unbelievable pain to others. People have
horrible reactions when they hear a spouse confess to infidelity. I've had
to pull somebody off of a spouse, seen a man break his knuckles as he hit my
wall, felt the dent in the paneling from where a wedding band bounced off.
I've ministered to bleeding children, wounded by the sword-thrusts from two
fools who couldn't keep their mouths shut in front of their children,
especially in the wake of a divorce.

2. When we encounter these bad things, we must earnestly pray for divine
intervention.

Our Lord teaches us this by his example in the Garden: '"Abba, Father," he
said, "everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I
will, but what you will." (Mark 14:36.)

At least four things stand out in that verse:

2.1. Jesus rests in the love of God. God is his Father and his stance toward
his child is one of affection and delight: "Abba, Father."

2.2. Jesus rests in the absolute sovereignty of God: "Everything is possible
for you."

2.3. Jesus really prays: "Take this cup from me."

2.4. Having prayed, Jesus rests in submission to God's good purpose: "Yet
not what I will, but what you will."

Over the years I've discovered that people tend to minimize either the third
or the fourth actions of our Lord. I've encountered many people who are so
ensnared by the false, materialistic "gospel" of "name it and claim it" that
they can never come to rest in the sovereign goodness of God who ordains
sometimes evil things to bless his own. I once had to ride in an automobile
with a man who was obviously suffering from a viral infection, but he had
become so superstitious about what he said that he wouldn't acknowledge the
reality of his plight, and so he confessed, "I am catching a healing." He
seemed to ignore the truth of Psalm 34:19, "Many are the afflictions of the
righteous."

But there is a second half to that verse, the part that another group of
Christians tends to minimize: "But the LORD delivers him out of them all."
Fatalists, those who believe more in line with Islam than with biblical
Christianity, so focus on the sovereignty of God that they rush to rest in
the sovereignty of God without the struggle of persistent, prevailing
prayer. They forget the biblical truth, summed up so well:

"God from all eternity, did, by the most wise and holy counsel of his own
will, freely, and unchangeably ordain whatsoever comes to pass: yet so, as
thereby neither is God the author of sin, nor is violence offered to the
will of the creatures; nor is the liberty or contingency of second causes
taken away, but rather established." *

I find the above paragraph thoroughly biblical; it asserts God's absolute
sovereignty, while affirming that certain seemingly incongruous doctrines
are also true: 1. God is not the author of sin; 2. God does not force his
will on his creatures; 3. God's foreordination includes not only the end
result, but also all of the means to that end. Biblical predestination is
never fatalistic.

In the light of that truth, we must really pray. Indeed, our Sovereign God
admonishes us to give him no rest: "You who call on the LORD, give
yourselves no rest, and give him no rest till he establishes Jerusalem and
makes her the praise of the earth." (Isaiah 62:6, 7.)

Under the overarching, immutable decree of God, it is because Moses refused
to accept God's admonition as final that we have the people of God, as we
know them today:

'"Now leave me alone so that my anger may burn against them and that I may
destroy them. Then I will make you into a great nation." But Moses sought
the favor of the LORD his God. "O LORD," he said, "why should your anger
burn against your people, whom you brought out of Egypt with great power and
a mighty hand? . . ." Then the LORD relented (niphal, waw-consecutive,
imperfect of _NACHAM_, "repented, changed his mind, came to regret," etc.)
and did not bring on his people the disaster he had threatened.' (Exodus
32:10-14.)

The truth of the matter is that our sovereign God makes use of second causes
and sometimes sovereignly limits himself by people's lack of faith: 'JESUS
said to them, "Only in his hometown, among his relatives and in his own
house is a prophet without honor." He COULD NOT DO ANY MIRACLES THERE,
except lay his hands on a few sick people and heal them. And he was amazed
at THEIR LACK OF FAITH.' (Mark 6:4-6.)

Saint James admonishes us: "You do not have, because you do not ask God,"
and goes on, "When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong
motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures." (James 4:2.)

God help the Christian who simply acquiesces to a severe providence without
earnestly and persistently pleading the promises of God. If my child is
caught in drug addiction or sexual sin, may God deliver me simply from
praying, "Lord, give me grace to endure this trial. Your will be done." No,
I need first to fight the circumstances, and I need to wrestle with the
Lord, as did Jacob at Peniel. (Genesis 32.) That's what Jesus did in the
Garden of Gethsemane.

3. We must come not simply to accept a severe providence fatalistically, but
to embrace it, in time, with cheerfulness.

There comes a point in prayer where we are brought to surrender. It may be
in a few moments, or it may be weeks or even months or years. But that is
what our Lord does when finally he comes to pray, "Yet not what I will, but
what you will." (Mark 14:36.) Saint Paul's response to his "thorn in the
flesh," his tormenting "angel of Satan," serves us well as another example:

'Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to
me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in
weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses,
so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I
delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in
difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.' (2 Corinthians
12:8-10.)

3.1. We must remember that God has destined both the good and the bad things
that happen to us for his glory and for our good.

The reason that we can come eventually, cheerfully to embrace a severe
providence is because of what the Bible teaches us about our relationship
with our sovereign God. Because God chose us out of a sinful and fallen
humanity, chose us for no reason inherent in us, chose us not because he
foresaw our faith or good works, but unconditionally, we STAND under his
grace and will NEVER come under his condemnation. (Romans 9:6-18; Acts
13:48; Ephesians 1:3-2:10; John 6:37, 44; 10:28, 29; Romans 5:1ff; 8:1,
31-39**.) Even when we experience suffering in this life, it is never as a
condemning consequence for our sins, but part of God's benevolent plan for
our lives, including his Fatherly discipline, whereby he causes whatever
happens to us, even our own sins, failures and foolishness to work together,
not only for our own individual good, but for the good of all God's people
in all ages and places. (Romans 8:18-30***.)

Because our Lord was cursed and condemned, we NEVER will be (Galatians
3:13.) -- "in order that in Christ Jesus the blessing of Abraham might come
to the Gentiles, so that we might receive the promise of the Spirit through
faith." (Galatians 3:14.) "He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up
for us all -- how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all
things?" (Romans 8:32.) When we read of those dreadful curses and
condemnations, we know that they will never be visited on us. Rather, all we
ever receive is the blessing of God. We are united with the one true Seed of
Abraham, and we are therefore the inheritors of all the good things and none
of the bad. (Romans 8:17.)

And all this is so because God did not "spare his own Son, but delivered him
up for us all." (Romans 8:32.) He did not spare him from one ounce of guilt
that is yours or mine; he did not spare him one piece of the defilement and
consequences of that guilt; he did not hold him back from experiencing the
full brunt of his just wrath due for our sins, but abandoned him to hell on
the cross. Who can bring any charge against us? (Romans 8:33.) Who can
condemn us? (Romans 8:34.) There is no longer condemnation (Romans 8:1.)
because there is no longer any guilt left.

"What is your only comfort in life and in death?" asks the _Heidelberger_
and answers:

"That I, with body and soul, both in life and in death, am not my own, but
belong to my faithful Savior Jesus Christ, who with His precious blood has
fully satisfied for all my sins, and redeemed me from all the power of the
devil; and so preserves me that without the will of my Father in heaven not
a hair can fall from my head; indeed, that all things must work together for
my salvation. Wherefore, by His Holy Spirit, He also assures me of eternal
life, and makes me heartily willing and ready from now on to live unto Him."

3.2 We never thank God for evil in abstraction, but for his goodness in
every circumstance, because he has ordained whatsoever comes to pass for our
good -- full conformity to the restored image of God in Jesus Christ.
(Romans 8:29.)

"Thank you, God, for my spouse's adultery and for the financial destruction
it is going to bring. Thank you for the psychological torment that it is
going to bring on our little children as the hate daily grows between us."

Of course, we should never pray that way -- that is the prayer of a fool.
Rather, we give thanks to God that we are not alone in these trials and that
our faithful Savior was tempted in all the ways that we are and that he,
too, suffered injustice in this world, that we have a Friend in heaven who
is praying for us with a full awareness of what we are going through. We
give thanks that God is still in absolute control and that his loving hand
is orchestrating all these things for our ultimate welfare in Jesus Christ
that we may be like Jesus. (Romans 8:29.)

Resting in the biblical truth of God's absolute sovereignty, we approach
life differently than the rest of humankind.

"Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for
this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus." (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18.)

There is tremendous power in our praising God in the middle of the Chaos of
our lives "under the sun," but this is only possible as we focus on our
Lord, his goodness and his good goal, not on ourselves and our sometimes
miserable circumstances. How poignantly this was brought home to us last
night. Our son and his wife came up from Baton Rouge with a fifteen year
old, single, pregnant African American woman. Several days back, Benn had
received a telephone call from one of his old Intervarsity Christian
Fellowship friends from Tulane days. Benn's friend had received a phone
call from this young woman, stranded in a shelter in Gonzales. Her family
had been transported away, but she had been left. Benn went that night to
the shelter and brought the young woman up to Baton Rouge to stay with them.
Then they came on to Alexandria, and Benn took her to catch a flight early
this morning. Benn's IVF friend's wife's family is going to take the young
woman into their home to live. The young woman's mother is a crack cocaine
addict from the poorest section of New Orleans, but this young woman and her
baby will live with an obstetrician and his family. She and her soon to be
born baby will live in a nurturing Christian environment with wonderful
opportunities in the future. As Sandy and I interacted with Neal last
night -- I once called her Katrina by accident -- we found her to be bright
and an avid reader. Romans 8:28 is still true.

"Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet
inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary
troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all.
So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is
seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." (2 Corinthians 4:16-18.)

To the degree that we are full of Jesus rather than full of ourselves,
colored and controlled, not by psychotropic drugs and other coping devices,
but by the Holy Spirit, we can maintain this response of gratitude:

"Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead, be being
filled with the Spirit, speaking to one another with psalms, hymns and
spiritual songs, singing and making melody in your heart to the Lord, always
giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord
Jesus Christ, submitting yourselves one to another in the fear of Christ."
(Ephesians 5:18-20.)

We don't do this with a Pollyanna-esque denial of reality, but with a
"cynical" realism that chooses cheerfully to be optimistic by faith and
chooses to express that cheerfulness in regular seasons of thanksgiving
before God and man, and especially in the sanctuary of our own hearts.

Under God's Grace in the Wake of a Storm,
Bob
bob@rbvincent.com
www.rbvincent.com

* _The Westminster Confession of Faith_, III, i

** 'It is not as though God's word had failed. For not all who are descended
from Israel are Israel. Nor because they are his descendants are they all
Abraham's children. On the contrary, "It is through Isaac that your
offspring will be reckoned." In other words, it is not the natural children
who are God's children, but it is the children of the promise who are
regarded as Abraham's offspring. For this was how the promise was stated:
"At the appointed time I will return, and Sarah will have a son." Not only
that, but Rebekah's children had one and the same father, our father Isaac.
Yet, before the twins were born or had done anything good or bad-in order
that God's purpose in election might stand: not by works but by him who
calls-she was told, "The older will serve the younger." Just as it is
written: "Jacob I loved, but Esau I hated." What then shall we say? Is God
unjust? Not at all! For he says to Moses, "I will have mercy on whom I have
mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I have compassion." It does not,
therefore, depend on man's desire or effort, but on God's mercy. For the
Scripture says to Pharaoh: "I raised you up for this very purpose, that I
might display my power in you and that my name might be proclaimed in all
the earth." Therefore God has mercy on whom he wants to have mercy, and he
hardens whom he wants to harden." (Romans 9:6-18.)

"When the Gentiles heard this, they were glad and honored the word of the
Lord; and all who were appointed for eternal life believed." (Acts 13:48.)

"Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed
us in the heavenly realms with every spiritual blessing in Christ. For he
chose us in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in
his sight. In love he predestined us to be adopted as his sons through Jesus
Christ, in accordance with his pleasure and will- to the praise of his
glorious grace, which he has freely given us in the One he loves. In him we
have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, in accordance
with the riches of God's grace that he lavished on us with all wisdom and
understanding. And he made known to us the mystery of his will according to
his good pleasure, which he purposed in Christ, to be put into effect when
the times will have reached their fulfillment-to bring all things in heaven
and on earth together under one head, even Christ. In him we were also
chosen, having been predestined according to the plan of him who works out
everything in conformity with the purpose of his will, in order that we, who
were the first to hope in Christ, might be for the praise of his glory. And
you also were included in Christ when you heard the word of truth, the
gospel of your salvation. Having believed, you were marked in him with a
seal, the promised Holy Spirit, who is a deposit guaranteeing our
inheritance until the redemption of those who are God's possession-to the
praise of his glory. For this reason, ever since I heard about your faith in
the Lord Jesus and your love for all the saints, I have not stopped giving
thanks for you, remembering you in my prayers. I keep asking that the God of
our Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, may give you the Spirit of
wisdom and revelation, so that you may know him better. I pray also that the
eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to
which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in the
saints, and his incomparably great power for us who believe. That power is
like the working of his mighty strength, which he exerted in Christ when he
raised him from the dead and seated him at his right hand in the heavenly
realms, far above all rule and authority, power and dominion, and every
title that can be given, not only in the present age but also in the one to
come. And God placed all things under his feet and appointed him to be head
over everything for the church, which is his body, the fullness of him who
fills everything in every way. As for you, you were dead in your
transgressions and sins, in which you used to live when you followed the
ways of this world and of the ruler of the kingdom of the air, the spirit
who is now at work in those who are disobedient. All of us also lived among
them at one time, gratifying the cravings of our sinful nature and following
its desires and thoughts. Like the rest, we were by nature objects of wrath.
But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us
alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions-it is by grace
you have been saved. And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him
in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, in order that in the coming ages he
might show the incomparable riches of his grace, expressed in his kindness
to us in Christ Jesus. For it is by grace you have been saved, through
faith-and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God- not by works, so
that no one can boast. For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus
to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do." (Ephesians
1:3-2:10.)


"All that the Father gives me will come to me, and whoever comes to me I
will never drive away." (John 6:37.)

"No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him, and I will
raise him up at the last day." (John 6:44.)

"I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one can snatch
them out of my hand." (John 10:28.)

"My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all; no one can snatch
them out of my Father's hand." (John 10:29.)

"Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with
God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by
faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of
the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings,
because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance,
character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God
has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has
given us." (Romans 5:1-5.)

"Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus,"
(Romans 8:1.)

"What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be
against us? He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all-how
will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? Who will
bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies.
Who is he that condemns? Christ Jesus, who died-more than that, who was
raised to life-is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us.
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or
persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? As it is written:
"For your sake we face death all day long; we are considered as sheep to be
slaughtered." No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through
him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither
angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers,
neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to
separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord." (Romans
8:31-39.)

*** "I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the
glory that will be revealed in us. The creation waits in eager expectation
for the sons of God to be revealed. For the creation was subjected to
frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected
it, in hope that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to
decay and brought into the glorious freedom of the children of God. We know
that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth
right up to the present time. Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the
firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our
adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were
saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he
already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it
patiently. In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not
know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us
with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our hearts knows
the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in
accordance with God's will. And we know that in all things God works for the
good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness
of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. And those he
predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he
justified, he also glorified." (Romans 8:18-30.)
Six in one hand and half a dozen in the other...

That's how I've descibed to my friends and family how I feel about the situation in New Orleans. On one hand, you have an entitlement society built around the poor in inner-city New Orleans, a sub-section of people who believe the government owes them something and claim that they cannot do anything for themselves, including get out of the city in advance of a major hurricane. On the other hand, you have a government that was very slow to react after the hurrican hit. Who's wrong?

Both.

The city goverment of New Orleans is wrong for not planning for such an occurence in advance. Levies were not prepared properly and there was no contigency plan in case of a worse-case scenario. In the wake of September 11th, how could such a thing happen?

The federal goverment was also at fault. Again, in the wake of September 11th, shouldn't the government have a better contingency plan for such an occurrence? It took four days for the "cavalry" to arrive, for the President to even tour the area, for really anthing to be done. Now, as most of you know, I am a staunch conservative. I voted for Bush, but in this situation, I have no choice but to criticize his lack of speed in the wake of Katrina.

So what do we have now?

Hopefully, a valuable, but very hard lesson learned.